Sometimes it happens that I feel down. No reason to blame, just the blues.
Today it came down on me. I hate the feeling that I am always trying to keep up with my life instead of enjoying them. Between too much work, plans to study abroad, parents, gym, and, most importantly love, there is simply not enough time in my life. Always something is missing. I'm always late for something, or missing something. Today I felt the effect of not going to the gym for the last two weeks, because of being overworked.
I guess the reason I'm tired of it is because I always feel that I'm letting someone down, not doing everything to the full, slacking. I know that it is me. I'm always disappointed of myself. Even when other people are looking up to me, I feel that they are not seeing the real deal: the fuck-ups, the rounding corners.
The only solution in such cases is to wait for the bad feeling to go away.
1 comment:
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* BIG HUG*
I think you are being too hard on yourself. Sometimes it is OK to round some corners, as long as you do it in a calculated and responsible way.
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